So today I'm spending the day sitting on my butt killing time until my friends can go shopping. yea i said my friends!! It's taken me a while since I've moved here, but I have finally made friends. I was driving around w them and marvelling at it the other day. I didn't realize how empty I had felt without someone to hang around with and get out of the house with. just the fact I have someone here to talk to without having them know everything about me is great. The only downside is that they smoke pot....ALOT. but they don't go and do stupid things so it doesn't bother me. I just worry about them.
on the other hand, I'm getting so sick of my job here lately....it's been crazy busy and it's hard to have fun when you're by yourself most of the day. but other than that I have no complaints. Joy and I have been getting along wonderfully! I love being with him, and I might get to see him again sometime soon. It kinda scares me how much I miss him sometimes. I keep having these weird dreams/nightmares....he's not much of the comforting type, but he's a great listener. lol For the past few days I've been trying to make him jealous to see how he would react, but he doesn't seem to care....i'm gonna have a talk w him about it. lol I don't like supremely jealous guys, but a little jealous makes me feel wanted. :) I know this post kinda seems random, but I'm brain dead and figured I needed to update this blog anyways, so here ya go haha
