That's all there really is to say. lol My new job kicks my butt every day, but I come home happy. Its a relatively little stress job. I get my first paycheck thursday, and my sis and i are getting matching tats for my birthday. They're gonna be AWESOME!!!!!! I'm very happy with my life right now. I've quit waiting for the roof to fall in, and now I'm just relaxed and taking life as it comes. :)
So about work, as you know it's housekeeping at a hotel, and I never realized just how hard those people work. and then we go in and trash the place when we stay at the hotels....its crazy. lol I'm never going to mess up a hotel room too badly ever again. I'm finally making friends here, sadly most of them are wayyyyy older because they:re who I work with. Also, I'm starting to feel like i should've learned spanish instead of french in High School. lol
Joy is coming to visit me in two weeks and 3 days!!!! I'm super excited. My birthday is friday, and then his is on the following wednesday. I got him an awesome present :D When he comes up I'm making him take some of those cutesy couple pictures with me. lol I'm not much of a girly girl, but I want tons of pictures to remember him by when he leaves. I miss him like crazy.
In other news, I'm thinking of dying my hair again......color ideas anyone?
Tuesday, June 21, 2011
Friday, June 10, 2011
Pickles, moomoos and phones that don't work
So first thing is first, I got a job!!! It's housekeeping at a hotel, but it pays really well :) I finally feel like I can relax now that I'll be making my own money. lol
So today was interesting to say the least. The most notable part was the nice little fights I had with two of my friends....I mean, seriously people? One, hereafter called player, is cheating on his girlfriend and texted me (drunk) wanting advice on it. I give him my honest opinion, so what does he do? Makes a date with his ex and then sets another date for right after that, and then asks me not to tell his girlfriend. I wanted to STRANGLE him. sad thing is, it's guys like him who I used to go after....thank God I have Joy. I think if he ever cheated on me his conscience would eat him alive. (not that he would do it anyways). :) But alas, this friend is one of my besties, so I need to stick by him through his dumbassery. He should wake up one day.
Not even going to go into the other fight....moving on...it's storming outside! Love the rain, hate the thunder. lol
I had a most interesting conversation with my mother and sis tonight. my sister had a huge pickle (like the kind you get at the ballpark) and it was a huge pickle. So naturally being the humans that we are we launched right in to the perverted side of our brains and started cracking up. I couldn't even help her finish the pickle I was laughing so hard! My mom is renewing her marriage vows this year (she made it to the big 10! OMG) lol I'm happy for her. She was talking to a friend of hers and said she was going to renew them wearing a moomoo (joking of course) I told her if she was going to do that she might as well take of the shoes and tie a pillow to her belly to complete the picture! Gotta love a good ol' redneck barefoot and pregnant joke. haha
Life has been crazy here lately, but it's been fun! I'm super excited about this job. I start training monday, and it seems like the people there are great and it's gonna be fun. Definitely a workout though, I'm gonna have some muscles. lol My goal for this summer is to build the Taj Mahal out of legos and to flatten my stomach. Think I can do it? Stay tuned....
So today was interesting to say the least. The most notable part was the nice little fights I had with two of my friends....I mean, seriously people? One, hereafter called player, is cheating on his girlfriend and texted me (drunk) wanting advice on it. I give him my honest opinion, so what does he do? Makes a date with his ex and then sets another date for right after that, and then asks me not to tell his girlfriend. I wanted to STRANGLE him. sad thing is, it's guys like him who I used to go after....thank God I have Joy. I think if he ever cheated on me his conscience would eat him alive. (not that he would do it anyways). :) But alas, this friend is one of my besties, so I need to stick by him through his dumbassery. He should wake up one day.
Not even going to go into the other fight....moving on...it's storming outside! Love the rain, hate the thunder. lol
I had a most interesting conversation with my mother and sis tonight. my sister had a huge pickle (like the kind you get at the ballpark) and it was a huge pickle. So naturally being the humans that we are we launched right in to the perverted side of our brains and started cracking up. I couldn't even help her finish the pickle I was laughing so hard! My mom is renewing her marriage vows this year (she made it to the big 10! OMG) lol I'm happy for her. She was talking to a friend of hers and said she was going to renew them wearing a moomoo (joking of course) I told her if she was going to do that she might as well take of the shoes and tie a pillow to her belly to complete the picture! Gotta love a good ol' redneck barefoot and pregnant joke. haha
Life has been crazy here lately, but it's been fun! I'm super excited about this job. I start training monday, and it seems like the people there are great and it's gonna be fun. Definitely a workout though, I'm gonna have some muscles. lol My goal for this summer is to build the Taj Mahal out of legos and to flatten my stomach. Think I can do it? Stay tuned....
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
Puzzle pieces and mismatched socks
So the title is pretty random, and the reason for that s because I can't seem to get my thoughts straight today. I spent two hours working on a puzzle this afternoon, and the whole time I was thinking about things. I've made alot of changes to my life recently. some good, some bad, but I regret none of them. But there are still alot of things I want to change. My sleep schedule, for one, would be a nice change. I feel like an insomniac. Another would be my attitude towards certain aspects of my life right now. Ever the optimistic, the friends that no longer feel the need to keep in touch I see as just being extremely busy. The truth of the matter is they are slipping away, and I'm afraid I care less about that than I thought. This should bother me more, but it doesn't. I don't think I'm jaded, but maybe....more realistic? Eventually I will make new friends, but until then I have the constant support of my family and Joy.
On another note, the great job hunt of 2011 is taking its toll on me. I know I can do nothing but be patient now, because I REFUSE to do any more stinking applications (online or elsewhere). I have filled out my share, and I do not care to have anyone else tell me the "position has been filled". I could rant about the abundance of jobs here and the ignorance of employers all day but I won't because I don't want a headache.
Anyways, back to the puzzle pieces. It seems like everything is finally falling into place in my life right now. I think my mom and I are closer than we have been in a while and I'm loving it. We actually went horse riding together again the other day and it was the best time I've had all summer. It's not hard to talk to my mom at all, and being outside was something we both needed. I give her a breath of fresh air and she keeps me grounded. We work lol. I'm working on getting into my sister's head, although that's a whole new puzzle unto itself. I think we're both ready for our new lives to begin. (aka when the school year starts up again). Other than that, we're cool. I'm extremely jealous of her getting a job after only filling out 2 applications! (her two versus my 12) yes I've counted. Life is just pretty good right now.
Totally unrelated, but has anyone ever noticed how much FUN it is to wear mismatched socks? It's like you can pretend to be a different person because your dressed out of the normal. It's like feeling sexy even though all you did was buy cute underwear. No one can see it, but you feel awesome. :) On that note, I bid yu all goodnight! PEACE
On another note, the great job hunt of 2011 is taking its toll on me. I know I can do nothing but be patient now, because I REFUSE to do any more stinking applications (online or elsewhere). I have filled out my share, and I do not care to have anyone else tell me the "position has been filled". I could rant about the abundance of jobs here and the ignorance of employers all day but I won't because I don't want a headache.
Anyways, back to the puzzle pieces. It seems like everything is finally falling into place in my life right now. I think my mom and I are closer than we have been in a while and I'm loving it. We actually went horse riding together again the other day and it was the best time I've had all summer. It's not hard to talk to my mom at all, and being outside was something we both needed. I give her a breath of fresh air and she keeps me grounded. We work lol. I'm working on getting into my sister's head, although that's a whole new puzzle unto itself. I think we're both ready for our new lives to begin. (aka when the school year starts up again). Other than that, we're cool. I'm extremely jealous of her getting a job after only filling out 2 applications! (her two versus my 12) yes I've counted. Life is just pretty good right now.
Totally unrelated, but has anyone ever noticed how much FUN it is to wear mismatched socks? It's like you can pretend to be a different person because your dressed out of the normal. It's like feeling sexy even though all you did was buy cute underwear. No one can see it, but you feel awesome. :) On that note, I bid yu all goodnight! PEACE
Tuesday, June 7, 2011
Let me be your wings
So this post is going to be pretty much about my boyfriend: Joygazmic. So as a little background; I met him a little over a month ago through a mutual friend of ours. We wound up having alot in common, and now he's the best boyfriend I've ever had. He and my mom have been talking over facebook and she said something that really surprised me. She thinks that joy is the one I"m going to marry someday. She honestly thinks that. At first the thought terrified me but the more I think about it the more I'm happy with the idea. I don't think I'll ever tell him though. (Don't want to scare him away). I can actually see a long-term future with him and I think that thought scares me. I'm so used to guys who keep me on a little string, where everyday I'd wake up and have to fight to keep them interested. But with Joy, I wake up everyday and I know he loves me. I don't have to worry or think i"m competing with someone. Its a great feeling to go to sleep every night and then wake up with that constant. I've even started acting like we're going to be together like that someday; I talk to him differently.
I think the instant I fell truly in love was when I told him about a part of my past I hated. It was in front of one of our mutual friends and I had never felt so vulnerable. After I told him, I waited for his reaction. I expected him to call me a whore, or say it was all my fault, because that's what i had told myself so many times. I expected him to be mad. But he was quiet. I was afraid to look at him, but when I did, his face was blank. I could tell he was pissed, and I waited for him to walk away forever, but instead he said "Are you ok?" and I fell in love. I can't explain why, but the fact that he was more concerned with whether or not I was ok now, and not worried about the past, I fell in love. I knew he would take care of me, and I wanted to marry him. It sounds ridiculous doesn't it? haha
Anyway, we have been talking for a while now, and I had to move away...but i know we're going to be ok. I'm honestly not worried one bit and that surprises me. he calls me princess. He has no idea how much I've always wanted to be called princess!!!! I grew up being sunshine girl and my sister was always princess.There really is no describing how he makes me feel....like thumbelina or Meg from hercules (two of my faves). I feel amazing with him beside me. He will probably never know the extent of it but he completes me very well. Like a missing puzzle piece...we just connect. he's at work right now and it's driving me crazy! lol but I will go find something else to do because talking about him is making me miss him more. I love him.
I think the instant I fell truly in love was when I told him about a part of my past I hated. It was in front of one of our mutual friends and I had never felt so vulnerable. After I told him, I waited for his reaction. I expected him to call me a whore, or say it was all my fault, because that's what i had told myself so many times. I expected him to be mad. But he was quiet. I was afraid to look at him, but when I did, his face was blank. I could tell he was pissed, and I waited for him to walk away forever, but instead he said "Are you ok?" and I fell in love. I can't explain why, but the fact that he was more concerned with whether or not I was ok now, and not worried about the past, I fell in love. I knew he would take care of me, and I wanted to marry him. It sounds ridiculous doesn't it? haha
Anyway, we have been talking for a while now, and I had to move away...but i know we're going to be ok. I'm honestly not worried one bit and that surprises me. he calls me princess. He has no idea how much I've always wanted to be called princess!!!! I grew up being sunshine girl and my sister was always princess.There really is no describing how he makes me feel....like thumbelina or Meg from hercules (two of my faves). I feel amazing with him beside me. He will probably never know the extent of it but he completes me very well. Like a missing puzzle piece...we just connect. he's at work right now and it's driving me crazy! lol but I will go find something else to do because talking about him is making me miss him more. I love him.
First blog post....EVER
So, I'm not exactly sure how blogging works, but I need an outlet considering I'm stuck in my house all day with nothing but an xbox and my dogs for company (I'm going to become a gaming spinster I'm sure). Hmmm i guess I should start with things about my life. I have five dogs, all of which are papillons. they are INSANE. Mine woke me up at 6 a.m. this morning because he thought he saw the cat outside O.o.
Moving on, I am currently in a job search that has stopped short here lately :p people just don't realize what a hard worker I can be. lol I think the main thing I want to talk about right now is my boyfriend joygazmic.(if they have a gamer tag I will probably use it since I'm bad at making up nicknames). He hasn't officially asked me out yet, but we might as well be together since we're talking constantly. lol Long thoughts short, I have no idea what I would do without him. also, I have a deviantart if anyone is interested, the name is brightsideeyes. I don't check it much, but every time a new poem comes up it gets posted. I haven't written one in a while, maybe its time to.
I'm going to be a college sophomore next year! so excited!! I'm ready for college to be over and for me to start my zoo keeping career though. I'm not exactly in a hurry to grow up, I'm just ready to have true stability in my life. (knowing what I'm going to be, who I'm going to be with, where I'm gonna live, etc.) but I think those are worries that everyone has in their lives at some point right?
Well more to come later!!! I'm going to go play mario ;) Bowser's gonna get a beat down!
Moving on, I am currently in a job search that has stopped short here lately :p people just don't realize what a hard worker I can be. lol I think the main thing I want to talk about right now is my boyfriend joygazmic.(if they have a gamer tag I will probably use it since I'm bad at making up nicknames). He hasn't officially asked me out yet, but we might as well be together since we're talking constantly. lol Long thoughts short, I have no idea what I would do without him. also, I have a deviantart if anyone is interested, the name is brightsideeyes. I don't check it much, but every time a new poem comes up it gets posted. I haven't written one in a while, maybe its time to.
I'm going to be a college sophomore next year! so excited!! I'm ready for college to be over and for me to start my zoo keeping career though. I'm not exactly in a hurry to grow up, I'm just ready to have true stability in my life. (knowing what I'm going to be, who I'm going to be with, where I'm gonna live, etc.) but I think those are worries that everyone has in their lives at some point right?
Well more to come later!!! I'm going to go play mario ;) Bowser's gonna get a beat down!
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